It seems appropriate to end this calendar year in sunshine, a single beam of pale winter sunlight falling across the Clyde river in the Lanark highlands. Ice and snow are slow in forming at this bend, for the river is an old one, and her currents run fast and free. She is a wild goddess, a veritable crone among rivers, and she is not the slightest bit intimidated by winter weather and subzero temperatures - she will resist freezing over for as long as she is able to draw breath and taunt the season with her impetuous winding ways.
On the coldest day of the year, I can stand here and listen as the river sings her way along under the ice, and she often seems to be singing a duet with the wind. There's a kind of Zen counterpoint between the two wild voices, two unbridled entities utterly independent in their contours and rhythm, but meticulously interwoven and seamless in their soaring harmonies. Putting all notions of complex orchestration and liquid choreography aside, there's lovely music in the air on these icy winter days.
The sound of moving water has always been a leitmotif for me, and I often think that life can be measured in rivers and currents rather than cocktails, jewelry, pairs of shoes and coffee spoons. The thought of my dear little river in the highlands singing her way along under the ice is always a joy and a comfort, and it seems right to be in this place on the last day of the year.
In springtime, I have sat here and watched as the river overflowed her banks and published her claim to the fertile fields on both sides. In early summer, I have counted bales of hay, photographed deer and wild turkeys feeding along the shoreline, watched the sun go down over the trees. Once I sat here and cried my eyes out after learning that one of the people I love best in this whole world had passed beyond the fields we know, and again a few days later when my darling Cassie traveled across the Rainbow Bridge. One autumn not so long ago, I parked myself here for hours and tried to collect my thoughts when an imperative medical treatment stopped working. True to form, I was not really worried about expiring (I knew I would be back in some form or other), but I felt as if I was going round the bend from the stress of it all and was sure I would pass away as mad as a hatter. The river worked her magic, and I am still here of course, but it could be reasonably argued that I remain more than a little peculiar.
Happy New Year, and thank you for sharing the journey with me this year. May there be joy and health and abundance in your life this coming year. May all good things come to you!
December 31, 2010
December 30, 2010
Thursday Poem - At the End of the Year
The particular mind of the ocean
Filling the coastline's longing
With such brief harvest
Of elegant, vanishing waves
Is like the mind of time
Opening us shapes of days.
As this year draws to its end,
We give thanks for the gifts it brought
And how they became inlaid within
Where neither time nor tide can touch them.
The days when the veil lifted
And the soul could see delight;
When a quiver caressed the heart
In the sheer exuberance of being here.
Surprises that came awake
In forgotten corners of old fields
Where expectation seemed to have quenched.
The slow, brooding times
When all was awkward
And the wave in the mind
Pierced every sore with salt.
The darkened days that stopped
The confidence of the dawn.
Days when beloved faces shone brighter
With light from beyond themselves;
And from the granite of some secret sorrow
A stream of buried tears loosened.
We bless this year for all we learned,
For all we loved and lost
And for the quiet way it brought us
Nearer to our invisible destination.
John O'Donohue,
John O'Donohue,
from To Bless the Space Between Us
December 29, 2010
December 28, 2010
The Tinkling Wood
One of those fine, sunny and very blue winter mornings which seldom makes an appearance in December, and is always accompanied by paralyzing cold. . . .
It has been cold enough in the last few days that at times we are unable to break through the ice crust when we are walking along deer trails in Lanark - crunchy going all the way. The forest is a noisy place to be in such weather, a wide realm of breaking glass in which sturdy boots and protective head gear are imperative.
A bitter wind goes dancing among the ice-coated trees, and it creates a veritable symphony as it goes along. The instruments are organic, and the principal notes are tinkles and chimes, rattles and creaks, groans and falling ice. Mama Gaia (the Old Wild Mother) is the original scribe and maker, the primal composer of music cosmic, refulgent and terrestrial.
This morning, a small cameo appearance from the doddering scribe/photographer of this patchwork blog (me). . . . Near the end of one calendar year and the beginning of another, there is something reckless, daring and rather appealing about the idea of showing up here, but as just a patch of strong blue shadow in my favorite landscape, an antiquated abstraction in which no visual details of the gnarly old metabolism are revealed.
December 27, 2010
December 26, 2010
In the Generous Lap of Winter
In the iron grip of a deep and icy winter, we go into hibernation mode like bears, become insular, freeze up, close down and turn inward, away from the bitter season of long nights and the cold reality outside the windows.We lock the doors, pull the draperies shut and crank up the heating apparatus. We huddle around the communal hearth, muttering about the state of the larder and our supply of firewood. We wait for the days to lengthen and the light to return. We do our best to tune out the presence of a season which we look forward to for its crystalline beauty, but would prefer to be without once it arrives. It was ever thus.
There are things we do not remember in winter, and things we fail to understand. We forget the cold clear water that is flowing effortlessly along under all the ice and snow. We forget that fallen leaves trapped within the ice and snow were once green and living things, and that they will provide compost or nourishment for trees and leaves still to come. We focus grimly on moving snow out of our way, and we fail to understand that snow itself is an integral part of our path, that next year's leaves, flowers and fruit are sleeping snugly somewhere underneath it all.
On a cold blue morning sometimes, simple truth comes flooding back into one's senses like the north wind or a fast running river. Even the slumbering trees seem to echo that truth as one looks up at their perfect snowy arches against the sky.
However one feels about the long white season, to be here and truly present in winter is something special. This is the Old Wild Mother's creation, an interval of fruitful darkness in which new life, new ideas and new paths are conceived. Now and again, I pause in my travels (and endless shoveling) to remember the Spring which is already on its way and the new life sleeping somewhere down under my winter boots, but most of the time, I forget.
December 25, 2010
December 24, 2010
This Day Before
The best greeting of all for this day before Christmas is the one used by a friend to conclude her messages all year long, "Wishing you love and light...". To her words, I add my own this morning:
"Wishing you a lighted tree and a fire on your hearth, a comfortable chair nearby and tea in your cup. Wishing you the companionship of clan and kindred spirits and friends from far and near. Bright blessings in this holiday season. May all good things come to you!"
"Wishing you a lighted tree and a fire on your hearth, a comfortable chair nearby and tea in your cup. Wishing you the companionship of clan and kindred spirits and friends from far and near. Bright blessings in this holiday season. May all good things come to you!"
December 23, 2010
Thursday Poem - At the Winter Solstice
Owl hoots three times in the far woods,fair warning for all small creatures
scurrying to their burrows.
Are we not still and always
those crouching figures
who flee the heavenly alchemy?
Three times in the crackling air,
Owl hoots for us.
*
Wind plays the drums of snow...
staccato taps,
crescendo off the roofs,
flourish of shuddering branches.
Ice snaps its castanets,
its daggers.
Atonal music of the darkest days
needs the most fearless,
subtle listeners.
*
Those strumming flamenco
fingers of sunlight
are a long time away from now.
Now we go comforted
in dreams and ceremonies,
flaming our star-speck candles,
raising our voices against that other music,
drowning out the forever
at night’s heart.
*
Look up! The wheel is turning.
The spectacular crowd of stars,
the tangle of dimensions
jostle for our attention.
Salute the birth of everything holy.
This beautiful poem was written for the Winter Solstice by Dolores Stewart Riccio and was published in her exquisite Doors to the Universe. It is posted here with the kind permission of the poet.
December 22, 2010
December's Moon of Long Nights
There was a full moon somewhere up there last night, and as it was the last full moon of 2010, Spencer and I were outside in the garden watching for it to come into view. Alas, the night skies were full of cloud, and there was no moon to be seen. In the wee hours of the day, we had also been outside to watch the scheduled lunar eclipse, and it was the same story - the eclipse came and went behind dark clouds and we didn't see it. It is only once in several hundred years that December's full moon, the midwinter solstice and a lunar eclipse all occur on the same date, and it would have been a wonderful thing to watch, but we shall have to wait for another lifetime to do so.The thirteen moons of a calendar year wear many different names, faces and personalities according to one's culture, where one lives in the world and what the seasonal activities of one's native place are. There are common threads or themes to lunar lore though, and the moon's names provide food for thought about the nature of community, hearth and connection. The names in use among the diverse northern cultures of my own native place speak eloquently of timeless rhythms and the natural calendar of the seasons, of springtime and green things springing from the earth, of planting and sowing, of harvesting, hunting and gathering, of rest, hibernation and regeneration.
December's moon falls at a dark time of year in the north, and for me it will always be the Long Nights Moon. It makes me happy to think that when January's full moon arrives, daylight hours will be lengthening again and we will be on our way to Spring and warmth. Having said that, we will be making our slow and careful way through bitter cold, deep snow and high winds, and there is a long way to go. Now and then, there will be confetti skies at sunrise, and the dark vaults of heaven will be full of stars at night. Such celestial happenings make journeying through the Great Round a joyous undertaking, and in all the frenetic "toing and froing" of this holiday season, that is a fine thought to cling to.
We also know this moon as the: Ashes Fire Moon, Bauhinia Moon, Bear Moon, Beginning of the Winter Moon, Big Bear's Moon, Big Winter Moon, Birch Moon, Center Moon's Younger Brother, Cold Moon, Cold Time Moon, Bitter Moon, Deer Shed Their Horns Moon, Dumannos Moon, Eccentric Moon, Elder Moon, Frozen over Moon, Heavy Snow Moon, Holy Moon, Hellebore Moon, Her Winter Houses Moon, Hunting Moon, Ice Lasts All Day Moon, Ice Moon, Little Finger Moon, Little Spirits Moon, Long Nights Moon, Long Snows Moon, Midwinter Moon, Moon of Cold, Moon of Long Nights, Moon of Much Cold, Moon of Popping Trees, Moon of Putting Your Paddle Away in the Bush, Moon of Respect, Moon When Buffalo Cow's Fetus Is Getting Large, Moon When Deer Shed Their Horns, Moon When Little Black Bears Are Born, Moon When the Young Fellow Spreads the Brush, Moon When the Wolves Run Together, Moon When the Sun Has Traveled South to His Home to Rest Before He Starts Back on His Journey North, Narcissus Moon, Night Moon, Oak Moon, Paulownia Moon, Peach Moon, Poinsettia Moon, Popping Trees Moon, Poppy Moon, Real Goose Moon, Sap Moon , Sjelcasen Moon, Small Spirits Moon, Solstice Moon, Snow Moon, Star Frost Moon, Turning Moon, Twelfth Moon, Under Burn Moon, White Orchid Tree Moon, Winter Maker Moon, Winter Moon, World Darkness Moon, Yule Moon
Wherever you live in the world, and whatever form your own celestial rites or observances take, I wish you joy on your journey at this turning of the Wheel.
December 21, 2010
For Yule
The time of darkness is past. The winter solstice brings the victory of light.After a time of decay comes the turning point. The powerful light that has been banished returns. There is movement, but it is not brought about by force... the movement is natural, arising spontaneously. For this reason the transformation of the old becomes easy. The old is discarded and the new is introduced. Both measures accord with the time; therefore no harm results.
The idea of RETURN is based on the course of nature. The movement is cyclic, and the course completes itself. Therefore it is not necessary to hasten anything artificially. Everything comes of itself at the appointed time. This is the meaning of heaven and earth.
The winter solstice has always been celebrated in China as the resting time of the year. . . . In winter, the life energy is still underground. Movement is just at its beginning; therefore it must be strengthened by rest, so that it will not be dissipated by being used prematurely. . . . The return of health and vibrancy after illness, the return of understanding after estrangement: everything must be treated tenderly and with care at the beginning, so that the return may lead to a flowering.
24. Fu / Return (The Turning Point)
The I Ching or Book of Changes
Wishing you the light and warmth of a brightly burning hearth on the longest night of the year. Yuletide blessings to you and your clan, may there be light in your life and much joy on your journey in the coming year.
Cate
December 20, 2010
Keeping Watch
In the midst of a romp in the highland snows with his friend Emma this weekend, our boy Spencer heard a pack of coyotes singing merrily across the hills and stopped in his tracks.Gone was the madcap lad with snow on his nose, and in the place of that lad, a fierce and noble paladin on duty and keeping watch over his realm. He and Emma (another German Shorthair), stood side by side on the brow of the eastern hill, and they made an impressive pair of guardian spirits. At the end of the coyote song, they added a few resonant notes of their own and then returned to tunneling through the drifts, scattering newly fallen snow in all directions.
We are (of course) a wee bit prejudiced, but we think our furry son is the most beautiful boy ever, and what a magnificent profile.
December 19, 2010
Winter's Perfect Blue Light
A calm blue world as far as the eye can see this morning, and there is no need for words to describe it all. The camera says it all in sweet blue silence, and my bumbling words would be flawed, inadequate and redundant too.In winter, the north sings a perfect song all on its own, and it does so without any help from this old hen. She simply wanders around in the snow holding a camera.
December 18, 2010
December 17, 2010
Friday Ramble Before Yule
It's here, it's here, and just in time for Yule, or the Midwinter Solstice, that grand moment when the Sun seems to stand still for a brief interval, then begins to brighten our lives a little more each day. The solstice makes its appearance on Tuesday, and this year, the occasion is also marked by a full moon and a complete lunar eclipse around midnight.After several days of dense cloud and falling white stuff, there is mere soupçon of blue in the air this morning, shading to gentle pink and gold near the horizon. There is a rolling white ocean as far as the eye can see, and it sparkles like sequins. Snow covers the landscape, rounding corners and smoothing the contours of village and countryside alike. The north wind carves sculptures from the snowdrifts and whistles seasonal ballads through gaps in the old barn. Intense shadows fall across everything, and their edges are as sharp as the finest expressions of the bladesmith's timeless art. Is this northern realm an ocean or a desert in winter? I am not sure which it is, but either way, the place is delightful.
There are patterns here everywhere one looks at this time of the year, and they all have to do with liquid turnings and transformation: feathery patterns in river ice, glossy icicles dangling from fallen trees on the beach, drops of water leaping away from the few leaves remaining in the hedgerow and freezing in midair, frozen field grasses all pink and gold and silver poking their heads out of the snow.
Winter's eye is passionate indeed. In the absence of most of the colors on my palette at other times of the year, the Old Wild Mother (Gaia) has turned these northern winter lands into a realm of swirling shapes and patterns, all of them exquisite.
December 16, 2010
Thursday Poem - December at Dusk
A lambent moon just rising in the east tonight,
she pours her light across the sleeping garden
and the hills beyond, shadows painting the fence in
pansy purple and dusky indigo, the fragrant cedars
beyond rustling like thin silk in the hollow wind.
she pours her light across the sleeping garden
and the hills beyond, shadows painting the fence in
pansy purple and dusky indigo, the fragrant cedars
beyond rustling like thin silk in the hollow wind.
an inky darkness is moving along in the snow
under the trees, there's a light tinkle, the swaying
movement of wind bells suspended from the rafters
over my head, a sense of wildness and fey knowing
in the cold and starry fabric of this winter nightfall.
It's the journey's face, its true and ardent shape,
these lights and darks, those peaks and valleys,
the meandering trail into the bosky hills being
followed by an elderly shapeshifting acolyte—
she who is alone, yet magically enfolded on this
cold night in December's middling pages.
Sometimes, just sometimes, being alone in
the hills at night out under the waxing moon
confers a sense of community, a wild and gentle
benediction. It makes a passionate wanderer
long to dance and howl, rejoicing in the light.
kerrdelune
December 15, 2010
December 14, 2010
When Santa Was a Shaman
I've admired Verne Dawson's work for years. This morning with dark clouds above, snow tumbling down, a whole day of sunless twilight in the offing and the Winter Solstice not far off, it seems timely and fitting to write about one of his paintings, entitled "When Santa Was a Shaman". I love this piece, and if a print was available (and affordable), there would be one hanging on the wall here in my studio. Sorry, but the only image I could find was somewhat muddy and leaves much to be desired.
This is contemporary painting unlike anything else I can think of offhand. A student of ancient mythology and archeoastronomy, Dawson has been fascinated by fairy tales, folklore, Stone Age archaeology, astronomy, zodiacs and early calendars since he was a young boy. Possessed of a fine restless intellect and a passion for the mythic, he is trying in his opus to knit things up, to come to terms with something cosmic and much larger than himself - where we came from as a species and where we are going. A reviewer once wrote that there is little resolution in his work, in its place, however, a reckoning with the impossibility of ever really knowing and the beautiful melancholy of nothing less than human existence.
"When Santa Was a Shaman" is one of a series of works from the late 1990s, illustrating life in the Magdelenian culture of the Upper Paleolithic, about 21,000 years before Stonehenge and near the end of the last Ice Age. The painting depicts a dark snowy midwinter night, twinkling stars above and deep snows underfoot, early humankind clad in furs and dancing a solstice observance with the tribal shaman presiding at the center of the circle.
There is no similarity in technique of course, but Dawson's work always reminds me of Andrew Wyeth's little known "Snow Hill" in which six beloved friends (three deceased) are dancing merrily around a winter solstice pole crowned with an evergreen and surrounded by drifts of snow. A seventh empty streamer in the image represents Wyeth himself who said wistfully that he wished he could be invisible when painting. He once told an interviewer that his aim was "to escape from the medium with which he worked, to leave no residue of technical mannerism to stand between his expression and the observer." Both statements sound Zen to me.
Dawson makes an ardent plea for living in harmony with the natural world. He reminds us just how small humanity's role in the great cosmic scheme of things really is, of how the past is with us at every sigh and glance and turn. How delightful it always is to encounter a thoughtful painter whose work embraces the mythic, who strives passionately to keep an awareness of our roots and a sense of interconnection alive in modern times.
This is contemporary painting unlike anything else I can think of offhand. A student of ancient mythology and archeoastronomy, Dawson has been fascinated by fairy tales, folklore, Stone Age archaeology, astronomy, zodiacs and early calendars since he was a young boy. Possessed of a fine restless intellect and a passion for the mythic, he is trying in his opus to knit things up, to come to terms with something cosmic and much larger than himself - where we came from as a species and where we are going. A reviewer once wrote that there is little resolution in his work, in its place, however, a reckoning with the impossibility of ever really knowing and the beautiful melancholy of nothing less than human existence.
"When Santa Was a Shaman" is one of a series of works from the late 1990s, illustrating life in the Magdelenian culture of the Upper Paleolithic, about 21,000 years before Stonehenge and near the end of the last Ice Age. The painting depicts a dark snowy midwinter night, twinkling stars above and deep snows underfoot, early humankind clad in furs and dancing a solstice observance with the tribal shaman presiding at the center of the circle.
There is no similarity in technique of course, but Dawson's work always reminds me of Andrew Wyeth's little known "Snow Hill" in which six beloved friends (three deceased) are dancing merrily around a winter solstice pole crowned with an evergreen and surrounded by drifts of snow. A seventh empty streamer in the image represents Wyeth himself who said wistfully that he wished he could be invisible when painting. He once told an interviewer that his aim was "to escape from the medium with which he worked, to leave no residue of technical mannerism to stand between his expression and the observer." Both statements sound Zen to me.
Dawson makes an ardent plea for living in harmony with the natural world. He reminds us just how small humanity's role in the great cosmic scheme of things really is, of how the past is with us at every sigh and glance and turn. How delightful it always is to encounter a thoughtful painter whose work embraces the mythic, who strives passionately to keep an awareness of our roots and a sense of interconnection alive in modern times.
December 13, 2010
December 11, 2010
A Yuletide Reading List

As promised, here is a short list of favorite reading materials for this festive time of the year when we are all thinking of light, community and feasting. Some of these books are out of print, but sometimes they can be found in used book shops online, and they are often happy campers in your local library.
The Oxford Book of Days,
Bonnie Blackburn and Leofranc Holford-Strevens
Echoes of Magic: A Study of Seasonal Festivals through the Ages,
C.A. Burland
Ancient Ways: Reclaiming Pagan Traditions
Pauline and Dan Campanelli
Wheel of the Year: Living the Magical Life
Pauline and Dan Campanelli
The Return of the Light: Twelve Tales from Around the World for the Winter Solstice,
Carolyn McVickar Edwards
Kindling the Celtic Spirit,
Mara Freeman
A Calendar of Festivals, Traditional Celebrations, Songs, Seasonal Recipes and Things to Make,
Marian Green
The Sun in the Church: Cathedrals As Solar Observatories,
John L. Heilbron
Celebrate the Solstice: Honoring the Earth's Seasonal Rhythms through Festival and Ceremony,
Richard Heinberg
Celestially Auspicious Occasions; Seasons, Cycles & Celebrations,
Donna Henes
Stations of the Sun: A History of the Ritual Year in Britain
Ronald Hutton
The Winter Solstice
Ellen Jackson
The Dance of Time: The Origins of the Calendar: A Miscellany of History and Myth, Religion and Astronomy, Festivals and Feast Days,
Michael Judge
The Solstice Evergreen: History, Folklore and Origins of the Christmas Tree,
Sheryl Karas
Perpetual Almanack of Folklore
Charles Kightly
Sacred Celebrations: A Sourcebook
Glennie Kindred
Celebrations Of Light : A Year of Holidays Around the World
Nancy Luenn and Mark Bender (Illustrator)
The Winter Solstice: The Sacred Traditions of Christmas,
John Matthews and Caitlin Matthews
Christmas in Ritual and Tradition
Clement A. Miles
Yule: A Celebration of Light and Warmth (Holiday Series),
Dorothy Morrison
The Battle for Christmas
Stephen Nissenbaum
Sacred Origins of Profound Things: The Stories Behind The Rites and Rituals of The World's Religions,
Charles Panati
The Shortest Day: Celebrating the Winter Solstice,
Wendy Pfeffer and Jesse Reisch
Pagan Christmas: The Plants, Spirits, and Rituals at the Origins of Yuletide,
Christian Rätsch and Claudia Müller-Ebeling
All Around the Year, Holidays and Celebrations in American Life,
Jack Santino
Circle Round: Raising Children in the Goddess Tradition,
Starhawk, Anne Hill and Diane Baker
Keeping Christmas: Yuletide Traditions In Norway And The New Land
Kathleen Stokker
When Santa Was A Shaman: Ancient Origins of Santa Claus & the Christmas Tree,
Tony van Renterghem
The Fires of Yule: A Keltelven Guide for Celebrating the Winter Solstice,
Montague Whitsel
December 10, 2010
Friday Ramble - Consider
It is one of my favorite words in the whole English lexicon, partly because of the notions of careful thought, deliberation and balance implicit within, but mostly because of its celestial origins.
Think Vincent Van Gogh and his gorgeous "Starry Starry Night" here... The word consider comes to us from around 1350 CE, and it traces its origins through the Middle English consideren and the Latin considerare, both words meaning "with the stars" or "in the company of the stars". Those origins are shared with other English words like constellation and sidereal, the former describing a whole group of stars glowing up there in the night sky, and the latter meaning simply "starry" and by extension, celestial or heavenly.
Small wonder that we sentient beings are given to considering. Forged from the dust of ancient stars, we are probably never more true to ourselves or more in tune with our fundamental natures and our inner light than when we are engaging in the liminal act of considering something.
In considering something (in the true sense of the word) and holding that something gently in our thoughts, we are paying attention to what really matters, to what lies at the heart of life and earthly existence. In entertaining consideration, we are moving away from the profane and the mundane and flowing toward the archetypal, the authentic and a bone deep sense of connection with the magnificent living world of which we are such tiny insignificant parts. Dancing motes in the eye of the infinite are we.
It is one thing to consider our origins on a winter night when the moon is so close one can reach out and touch it. It is another thing entirely to do it on a morning like this one when the sky is full of snow clouds from here to there, and one can hardly see a thing, let alone the stars. We cannot see them at such times, but the stars from which we came are right up there over us somewhere and shining down on us.
Considering, we are traveling toward something wild, authentic, magical and mysterious, and we are doing it with the stars as our kin and traveling companions. As Clarissa Pinkola Estes wrote in "Women Who Run With the Wolves":
"We find lingering evidence of archetype in the images and symbols found in stories, literature, poetry, painting, and religion. It would appear that its glow, its voice, and its fragrance are meant to cause us to be raised up from contemplating the shit on our tails to occasionally traveling in the company of the stars."
Think Vincent Van Gogh and his gorgeous "Starry Starry Night" here... The word consider comes to us from around 1350 CE, and it traces its origins through the Middle English consideren and the Latin considerare, both words meaning "with the stars" or "in the company of the stars". Those origins are shared with other English words like constellation and sidereal, the former describing a whole group of stars glowing up there in the night sky, and the latter meaning simply "starry" and by extension, celestial or heavenly.
Small wonder that we sentient beings are given to considering. Forged from the dust of ancient stars, we are probably never more true to ourselves or more in tune with our fundamental natures and our inner light than when we are engaging in the liminal act of considering something.
In considering something (in the true sense of the word) and holding that something gently in our thoughts, we are paying attention to what really matters, to what lies at the heart of life and earthly existence. In entertaining consideration, we are moving away from the profane and the mundane and flowing toward the archetypal, the authentic and a bone deep sense of connection with the magnificent living world of which we are such tiny insignificant parts. Dancing motes in the eye of the infinite are we.
It is one thing to consider our origins on a winter night when the moon is so close one can reach out and touch it. It is another thing entirely to do it on a morning like this one when the sky is full of snow clouds from here to there, and one can hardly see a thing, let alone the stars. We cannot see them at such times, but the stars from which we came are right up there over us somewhere and shining down on us.
Considering, we are traveling toward something wild, authentic, magical and mysterious, and we are doing it with the stars as our kin and traveling companions. As Clarissa Pinkola Estes wrote in "Women Who Run With the Wolves":
"We find lingering evidence of archetype in the images and symbols found in stories, literature, poetry, painting, and religion. It would appear that its glow, its voice, and its fragrance are meant to cause us to be raised up from contemplating the shit on our tails to occasionally traveling in the company of the stars."
December 9, 2010
Thursday Poem - Containing Winter
make of this bitter winter day,
a container wild and sweet —
like a chalice carved in old wood
gift it with a song, one
woven of wind and tumbling snow —
breathe vibrant life within
hold it, oh so gently,
fluttering warm there in your hand —
then set it free to soar aloft
bow deeply to the day,
and embrace what it is telling you —
this is all there is
kerrdelune
a container wild and sweet —
like a chalice carved in old wood
gift it with a song, one
woven of wind and tumbling snow —
breathe vibrant life within
hold it, oh so gently,
fluttering warm there in your hand —
then set it free to soar aloft
bow deeply to the day,
and embrace what it is telling you —
this is all there is
kerrdelune
December 8, 2010
December 7, 2010
All blue, all good...
There is new snow on the ground this morning, but temperatures are definitely in the minuses, and it is cold. Winter is here to stay this time.An icy wind rolls through the gutters and dances up the street. It ruffles snow in the hedgerows and swirls through the eaves of the little blue house in the village; it careens around corners, rattling the windows and furiously trying door latches in an effort to gain entry.
On such perfect blue days, it is almost a travesty to go walking around outside and disturbing the pristine snow expanses beyond the windows with our footprints, but off we go at first light, Spencer and I, to see what we can see. The trick is to go out hooded against the wind, warmly dressed and shod, but ardent of spirit, curious and open to whatever an early December day holds out for our consideration.
Blue.... everything is blue this morning, sky and drifting clouds, old trees in cloaks of snow, pools in the park with their skim of wind revealed ice, village chimneys yielding smoke. Who knew there were so many shades of blue in the world?
December 6, 2010
December 5, 2010
Gold in the Snow
This image of Kinkakuji, Kyoto's Golden Pavilion, arrived a few years ago with holiday greetings from a Japanese law firm with whom I did a fair bit of intellectual property work in the bad old days when I engaged in corporate employment downtown. Deadlines and court filings were piled up to the ceiling when I opened the envelope on that December day and extracted the little jewel of a card, but in that precious fleeting moment, all the cares of the day passed away like smoke. I caught my breath in delight and knew that the image was a "keeper", something I would retain and cherish and revisit, time and time again.The original Golden Pavilion formed part of a retreat complex created in 1397 for the shogun Ashikaga Yoshimitusu, who had just abdicated the throne in favor of his son. It contained a pagoda or two, living quarters, temples, a bell tower and formal gardens. When the old shogun died a few years later, the pavilion became a Zen temple in accordance with his wishes, and so it remains to this day, a revered shariden formally called Kinkaku-ji (,Temple of the Golden Pavilion) or Rokuon-ji (,Deer Garden Temple).
Enshrining relics (ashes) of the Buddha, the temple exudes a timeless sense of peace by the lake in its exquisite garden setting. The present structure is covered in gold leaf and looks old, but is a replica erected in the fifties after a mad monk torched the original. There is companion piece on the wall here in my studio, an old and fragile woodblock (see image on the right) which used to hang in my high rise office downtown. At difficult moments in my working life, the images always conveyed peace and serenity, and now they continue to give both pleasure and peace here at home.
There is nothing on my little gem of a card to indicate who the artist was. I don't really need to know, but I do wish I could say "thank you". It (the card) arrived at just the right moment, and it continues to bring pleasure now, years later.
December 4, 2010
December 3, 2010
Friday Ramble Before Yule
In these short dark days before Yule, I usually consider writing a long rambling pre-solstice meditation. It has always been a time of stillness and reflection for me, but many others have written about it beautifully online, and they have done so with more grace and eloquence than I shall ever be able to summon up. There will (of course) be a seasonal book list here within a few days, more links and a rambling discourse on December 21. How can one not be glad to welcome back the Sun and look forward to longer days, to spend time with kin and friends near the communal hearth?
Online
For a wealth of wonderful Yuletide lore and traditions, visit Theresa Ruano and friends at Candlegrove. Spend a few hours with my friend Waverly Fitzgerald at Living in Season. I have been visiting Waverly's exquisite site for years now, and this year we are collaborating on a calendar for 2011 - her site is chock full of timeless wisdom, seasonal lore, holiday traditions and wonderful treats for ourselves and others. Pay a visit to Dr. Kathleen Jenks at Mything Links and acquaint yourself with reams of Yule mythology and folklore.
Gifting Ourselves and Others
Spend an hour or two with Kim Antieau and read of her personal journey and her published work. Several of Sister Kim's novels are in print, and they may be purchased through Kim's site.
Visit Joanna Powell-Colbert at the Gaian Soul, and feast your eyes on her beautiful Gaian Tarot, which will be published by Llewellyn Press in September 2011. A handcrafted "majors only" deck is available for purchase through Joanna's site. I love my own copy, and can't recommend the deck highly enough. If you are considering throwing a Yule or Lucia celebration, visit Joanna at Lucia Party Secrets as well.
The Divine Circle of Ladies" series by Dolores Stewart Riccio is a delightful reading experience, and I usually read the whole series again at this time of year. Bellowing Ark Press has published a volume of her poetry, and it is gorgeous stuff indeed.
The handcrafted goddess rosary creations of Lunaea Weatherstone are lovely, and there are many in her shop to choose from. The only reason I don't have one is that I have never been able to decide which one I like best.
If all else fails, visit me at The KerrdeLune Design Works and Cafe Press and see what I have been up to.
Online
For a wealth of wonderful Yuletide lore and traditions, visit Theresa Ruano and friends at Candlegrove. Spend a few hours with my friend Waverly Fitzgerald at Living in Season. I have been visiting Waverly's exquisite site for years now, and this year we are collaborating on a calendar for 2011 - her site is chock full of timeless wisdom, seasonal lore, holiday traditions and wonderful treats for ourselves and others. Pay a visit to Dr. Kathleen Jenks at Mything Links and acquaint yourself with reams of Yule mythology and folklore.
Gifting Ourselves and Others
Spend an hour or two with Kim Antieau and read of her personal journey and her published work. Several of Sister Kim's novels are in print, and they may be purchased through Kim's site.
Visit Joanna Powell-Colbert at the Gaian Soul, and feast your eyes on her beautiful Gaian Tarot, which will be published by Llewellyn Press in September 2011. A handcrafted "majors only" deck is available for purchase through Joanna's site. I love my own copy, and can't recommend the deck highly enough. If you are considering throwing a Yule or Lucia celebration, visit Joanna at Lucia Party Secrets as well.
The Divine Circle of Ladies" series by Dolores Stewart Riccio is a delightful reading experience, and I usually read the whole series again at this time of year. Bellowing Ark Press has published a volume of her poetry, and it is gorgeous stuff indeed.
The handcrafted goddess rosary creations of Lunaea Weatherstone are lovely, and there are many in her shop to choose from. The only reason I don't have one is that I have never been able to decide which one I like best.
If all else fails, visit me at The KerrdeLune Design Works and Cafe Press and see what I have been up to.
December 2, 2010
Thursday Poem - Daily
These shriveled seeds we plant,
corn kernel, dried bean,
poke into loosened soil,
cover over with measured fingertips
These T-shirts we fold into
perfect white squares
These tortillas we slice and fry to crisp strips
This rich egg scrambled in a gray clay bowl
This bed whose covers I straighten
smoothing edges till blue quilt fits brown blanket
and nothing hangs out
This envelope I address
so the name balances like a cloud
in the center of sky
This page I type and retype
This table I dust till the scarred wood shines
This bundle of clothes I wash and hang and wash again
like flags we share, a country so close
no one needs to name it
The days are nouns: touch them
The hands are churches that worship the world
Naomi Shihab Nye,
(From The Words Under the Words)
December 1, 2010
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